#i am terrible 😭
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brb, crying cause I feel like I'm dissapointing God.
#am i really the laziest and most unhardworking person ever?#do i really don't deserve anything?#or is it just my period coming#bpd lying#or do i suddenly have some free time?#ugh#i cannot write#i am gaining knowledge i know i need for my story#but those passive episodes are harder on my mental health#i should do more of actual writing#and less of listening and learning#it sound wrong#but that's how i feel#i am terrible 😭#christianity#christian#christian faith#religion#spirituality
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oh my fucking god i don't have any clothesssss
#what moving to another country does to a mf...#it's like. i gotta shop for winter clothes ASAP#because i have like 2 sweaters and 1 sweatshirt like that's it LMAO#and a jacket i bought HERE#why did i not pack winter clothes when coming to fucking sweden you ask. good question#my baggage was already 30 kilos#im only one weak person#i already died that day due to my 30 kilo baggage many times#i had to ask random people to help me lmaoooooo the way i'd rather die than doing that in a normal day 😭#it was THAT bad..#and now i dont have anything proper to wear. fml#and i am so bad when it comes to clothes shopping like u have noooo idea#im terrible at shopping in general. :/#ughhhh i will try to do that this friday :////// hope i don't freeze in the meantime :////#🗒
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"You have to stop the world just to stop the feeling."
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cannot stop thinking about an AU where Bucky gets the same treatment as Steve (ie. serumed and vitarayed.)
So he shoots up to 6' 8" or something ridiculous and is built like a brick shithouse. To everyone else he's almost Too Big, but to Steve it's just like being small again while Bucky is ...Large, and Steve is permanently flustered about it. 😳🥺
#bucky: hey stevie you're not unnerved by how big I am now are ya?#steve: *sweating* n- nO#bucky: *casually leaning giant forearm on steve's shoulder* hey is your asthma coming back??#steve: *panting/wheezing* I'M FINE 🥵#bucky: heheh I'm so big now I bet I could pick you up and spin you around like we used to-#steve: bUCK PLS 😭#bucky barnes#steve rogers#stucky#fic idea#see also: ppl meeting giant bucky and being like 'oh they called those toys bucky BEARS? 😨 yh. yh makes sense'#bucky being self-conscious about his new size finding a dance class full of other non-skinny/average ppl to blend in#(discovering he is now catnip to dancers who want to be made to look teeny & delicate and also flung about like hula-hoops)#steve's extreme protectiveness of bucky being IN NO WAY diminished...#...by the fact that bucky is now a head taller and wider than steve in every direction#alpine looks like a tiny fluffy kitten in his giant hands and ppl are like '???' when she comes closer and is a full grown maine coon#bucky volunteering to test extra-stretchy pants designs for bruce for when he hulks out#being like 'damnit I ripped them right up the crotch again these ones are a wash out' while steve is like 'ohhh nooo. that is. terrible.' 👀
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ohhhhh I need to take a century long dirt nap over this
#was louis wrong? absolutely not. am i still going to cry about it? yes.#forgive the terrible image quality on louis I could not find that quote anywhere so I had to screenshot a video and put the text myself 😭#amc iwtv#amc interview with the vampire#louis de pointe du lac#ldpdl#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#interview with the vampire
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lapis and peridot get a job and they're really good at it
+ just this alone cuz its silly
#im so mad cuz like a year ago i had a whole idea and i started storyboarding it and everything like i was gonna singlehandedly make my own#fake episode and then i DELETED IT!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭#because it was on my old phone that didnt have a lot of storage#and i was like eh i dont think ill ever finish this#well here i am several months later remembering it#and yet i forgot all the funny lines i wanted them to say 💔#steven universe#su#lapis#lapis lazuli#peridot#extremely rough sketch that i wasnt gonna color but i did anyway#also excuse my terrible handwriting#sorry its almost 3 am whatever
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Dorym's (yes dorym) attachment and love for Imogen is so unbelievably soft and loving and I'm OBSESSED with it.
Orym has been right there in front of Imogen the entire time. He's been protecting her and supporting her since the very beginning. He heard "she's very capable" and he said "fuck yeah she is". Orym telling her he'd be proud to be her dad. Orym putting all his faith in her despite her fears and her obvious weaknesses (ie not being able to give up on her mother). I wouldn't go as far as to call her his daughter but that's his second best friend and he loves her SO much.
Dorian. Dorian Storm admires and respects the FUCK out of Imogen. They've only gotten closer since his return. I think they see themselves in the other. I think there is a commonality they find in being some of the youngest in the group. This is their first real excursion into the world. They're just now settling into their queer identities. They have strained relationships with their fathers. They love their mothers. They are just constantly supporting and uplifting each other.
And Imogen loves dorym as much as they love her. She cried when Orym told her that he was proud of her. She trusted Orym to keep her secret when she went looking for her mother. She listened to Orym about his family. I truly believe Orym is the reason why Imogen has stayed on this side of the fight. I think, in a worse world, Imogen would have joined up with her mother. Not because she believed any of it. But because whatever the end result is, she would have time with her mother. But knowing and loving Orym she stayed on the right path because of exactly how much hurt and pain her mother helped cause. If she didn't know it. If she didn't see it. She would have been with her mother.
Imogen pulls Dorian into her little "we were being too loud" rouse because on some level I think they both knew that the other was fundamentally unattracted to the other and I think that harbors a solidarity between them. Like not to meme on a meta post but wlw & mlm solidarity at its finest. She teased him when he comes back and when he understands that's what she's doing he grins and says "I've missed you too". And since then they've had this back and forth where they can be a little mean to each other. And they can be a lot sweet to each other. I think they gave each other a sibling. And no. Imogen didn't do that to replace Cyrus. But she wanted a brother. And Dorian wanted a sister.
I don't remember what my thesis was going to be but all of this is to say the dorym & Imogen dynamics mean a lot to me and I love seeing every part of it in action.
#silver sending stones#orym of the air ashari#dorian storm#cr spoilers#dorym#imogen temult#blah blah blah#am rambling#they mean a lot to me.#Imogen and Dorian specifically.#like imogen and Orym mean a lot to me too#but theres something about the way dorian and Imogen understand each other that makes me want to cry#i wish there was more of them#i treasure every crumb#theyre so good#in the terrible awful no good fic they get SO close#they have to#theyre all each other has left#which#😭#i just hope. theyre all okay.
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NOW GIVE US THE UNIRONIC LOVING PHOTO YOU TOOK YOU COWARDS
#I am begging u#show me the sweet photo you took where your head is on his shoulder or some shit dan#I know you took it 😭#phan#dan and phil#amazingphil#dip n pip#phil lester#daniel howell#dnp#danisnotonfire#dan howell#dapg#tit tour#dnptit#terrible influence tour
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The parallels... Shiva and Cass both being called perfect by family members they themselves idolise... me and @getthembees on the same bg 2000 wavelength
#cassandra cain#lady shiva#batgirl#wednesday spoilers#i do think this was a really engaging issue though i will wait until part 2 to pass judgment#i am REALLY curious to see how brombal will handle david#i wonder what he will do... there's a lot wrong right now with david in shiva's story this could fix it#or it could be terrible😭
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so that ii finale was really something
#ii humanized#ii knife#ii 18 spoilers#ii 18#inanimate insanity#ii toilet#toipad#ii mepad#ii fan#ii test tube#fantube#ii finale straight up making me wanna KILLLL MAHHHSEELLLFFF holy fuck chat I CATN TAKE IT ANYMORE#terrible day for mepad enjoyers all over the world#ii finale turned me into a toipad truther . ii finale changed my mind abt a Lot of ships actually . lwk funny bc this happened with the bfb#finale too 😭 finales making me change my mind abt pairings that ive liked for years in the span of less than an hour#PAYJAY CANONIZATION WAS INSANE BY THE WAY middle school me would not believe me if i told him payjay was literally canon IM LOOOSING ITTT#and obvs my goats the bright lights made me wanna KIL MYSELF as usual act ii lightbrush made me wanna shoot myself in the head and act iii#fantube also made me wanna shoot myself in the head I LOOOOVE THEM THEYRE MY FUCKING GOATS I already miss them Am i cooked?#my art
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In celebration of the titour I am back on Tumblr posting dnp art on main ✋😔
#I NEED DNP MOOTS PLEAAASEEEEEE 😭🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏#been a phannie since 2012 and I am not ashamed#dan and phil#dan howell#digital art#dnp#dnp fanart#dnp art#daniel howell#dan howell art#terrible influence tour#dan and phil art
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12 year old tim realizing robin’s not coming back to gotham and deciding that it’s Batman’s fault so he has to ruin the little bit of sanity and peace of mind Bruce has managed (read: struggled) to keep in his grasp:
#tim drake#dick grayson#robin#dc robin#bruce wayne#batman#tim drake is a menace#tim drake was and still is a die hard Robin fan before anything else#so he 100% thinks Damian’s funny when he’s not the one being targeted#there’s mission reports with comments in the margin like ‘nice 👍🏾 do it again’ and ‘650000000/10 🎉’ and Bruce hates it sm#it starts with a mild explosion and psychological fuckery and ends with a prank war with city wide structural damage#Bruce sees Tim and Damian getting along and starts sobbing in the batcave#It was 12 year old Tim Drake and his 67 alt twitter accs against the world (Batman) when dick left#For the two years dick refused to stay in Gotham I promise you batman’s anonymous tip line was just 325 ruthless insults from tim everyday#Imagine bruce trying to figure out which of his rogues keeps photoshopping terrible .5s of Batman then mailing it to the gcpd#just to find out it’s some fucking middle schooler with a bowlcut from bristol#Tim drake is unhinged and petty#Like it gets so bad that gothamites (even the rogues) have picked a side in this mostly one sided beef between a middle schooler and batman#I want internet beef between a middle schooler and a 29 year old med school dropout bruce ‘I am the night’ wayne#Bruce is foaming at the mouth whenever someone opens Twitter next to him#and batman is breaking your clavicle if you mention twitter in his hearing range 😭#Batman showing up at Tim’s windowsill: take down all your accounts rn and im calling your parents 😡🦇#Tim pulling out a ouija board: let’s see if your parents answer before mine 🤨#I made yj on the sims so they could fight the jl and I was like middle school!tim drake w/ a twitter acc???
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Yknow if I had a nickel for every time I liked a piece of media with pink and green female rivals with music numbers and a movie by Jon Chu I’d only have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s weird it happened twice




#yes the Jem movie was terrible but I forgive him#as long as I get gelphie make out scene I am willing to look past all wrongdoings done to my fave 80s queen#also would def infodump abt jem more but I would sound borderline insane this show is so wild#also nobody in my age group would know what Im talking abt 😭#wicked#gelphie#elphaba thropp#galinda upland#glinda x elphaba#galinda x elphaba#glinda upland#jem and the holograms
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Maybe. people are simply not meant to get 53 tasks done anxiously and in a slight panic.
#a novel idea one might say#am not feeling well. girlbossed too hard i suppose. i did so much today#and the crazy thing is. I DIDNT EVEN HAVE TO 😭 NONE OF THOSE THINGS WERE DUE OR URGENT#GIRL WHY WERE YOU RUSHING SO MUCH WHY DID YOU DRIVE YOURSELF INTO A BRICK WALL#anyway. peace out i am feeling Terrible:-)
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realized that i have never given any thought whatsoever to the consequences of period sex . shgdasgdhgasdgashg knowing myself i'd be knocked the fuck out i'm honk shoo mimiming i am letting out the most peaceful quiet snores while HE'S forced to clean all of that upshdajksdfjadhsah that's so embarrassing oh my god
#this problem also includes piss yeah#BROOO WE NEED TO CLEAN THAT UP#well he needs to clean that up#😭😭😭😭😭#thank god period sex is not real this would be way too much of a hassle i think#/lh#okay well i suppose you can use a towel for period sex and it does also depend on your flow#but#shgadsgdhgasghdghasghdhga#god that's so silly#THE MATTRESS WOULD ALSO NEED CLEANING?????????????#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#and i'm not doing any of that i am zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz#hgsadgsghdhgasghd#IT'S NOT MY FAULT OKAY IWOULDDDDDDDDD HELP CLEAN ALL OF THAT UP IF I COULDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#yes i did finally start my period yes i was thinking about period sex freak sae yes i will kind of . spiral over this nowjgsghdghasghda#i would do it in real time too like i'd wake up and everything is clean now and then i'd freak out BC WDYM YOU DID ALL OF THAT OH MY GOD#WE'RE NEVER FUCKING DOING THAT AGAIN THAT'S WAY TOO MUCH WE ARE NEVER HAVING SEX AGAIN#and he's just giving me that half smirk half smile bc 1. i am way too dramatic 2. he does not mind cleaning everything up on his own#3. we will one hundred percent do it again#hasgdsghadgasgdhsadag#terrible terrible guy#mayor of loserville
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a new phear has been unlocked
#please dnp I can’t keep living like this#I am Aphraid to go to sleep fr 😭#phan#dan and phil#amazingphil#dip n pip#phil lester#daniel howell#dnp#danisnotonfire#dan howell#dapg#terrible influence tour#tit tour#dnptit
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